Holy, I failed my first Economics Essay Test. Serves me right, for going out for movie with Kelvin and Diya.

I sent her home from school today. :D

It's a special Sunday, because it's Dad's birthday!

For 17 years, I haven't really thank my Dad, other than occasional 'manly' hugs when ManU wins. Hahaha, ok let's thank Dad formally.

You worked hard, in providing me with better education, better livings. You didn't restrain anything, you gave me the freedom. Thank God that I'm still the Bryan Lee that I used to be. From young, the first gift I receive from you was a mini red soccer ball, which is still lying in my room now. I'm growing, I didn't express my love and gratitude to you in actions, but deep in my heart, I that Him for blessing me with you, a wonderful Dad. I thank Him for blessing both Mom and yourself.

I hope this birthday celebration is the best that you ever had. I hope you loved the watch I bought for you because it is really from my savings (although all the money is still from you). I promise to grow and not hurt you or Mom (if I had in any way). You're busy all along, maybe only home for twice a month or so, but I know you have to work. Without you, Mom and I wouldn't be living in such a big family, with Maxy, Macy and Sherilyn. With Popo who will nag as usual when I come home late..

I know slogging for years is tiring, but you didn't utter a single word. You worked, you worked, and you worked hard still, for the sake of providing us with a better environment. Your efforts, I appreciate and just to tell you, I love you and you're the man I respect the most, for being able to bring me up with no complaints.

Lord, I thank you once again, for blessing me with an upright Dad and a caring Mom.

It's Saturday and it's party time! :D (As shown, I'm not behaving like how a JC student should.)

It's time to sort things out.

This is for you, Bryan. I know to many, I look like a hypocrite because at times, I yak about how unhappy I am, seeing you hanging out so often with her. I hated you, for once. Now, after reading her blog, I know what's the meaning of a real brother.

You didn't defend yourself after reading my negative comments towards you, you didn't confront me straight and scream my head off. Your actions proved everything. I know you liked her, but you cared about my feelings. Brothers are for life isn't it? I'm utterly sorry about the things I've said about you.

A girl will never ruin our friendship. She's important, but so are you. Bryan, sorry. Now, let's have a fair fight. Let's respect her decision for whoever she chooses. And, thank you Zachary and Christy for the real sweet and motivational card. And also, Mom for talking sense into me. What Ivan say was right. If I really love her, I should let her go. I should allow her to seek her own happiness elsewhere. Ultimately, it still depends if she loves me. Lek said that loving her alone should be contentment and I shouldn't ask for her love in return.

Hmmm, thinking hard.

The above is from Davier's blog. (I hope you won't mind me posting this up, anyway people who have access to my blog, has access to yours too..) I've never see you as a rival. Never, because I know she loved you all along, and I rather that my love for her is left unseen. But now that she's already single and almost forgetting you totally, I thought of expressing my love for her. Yes brother, let's have a fair fight.

She told me she still love you, probably not because she confides everything in me, but that she knew I'm starting to fall for her. She had been kind. She stayed single for more than 7 months, due to the unfinished love for you. I don't wish to see her suffer, really. Fair fight, yes not a problem.

After school, I went over to Michelle's house to study. Quite nice actually, hah. We kept eating and it was all about talking. Only when Priscilla joined, we studied a little. I didn't know Mich was so so out-going till today.

Read Davier's blog. He's willing to let go this time, surprisingly. But I'm unsure of my own emotions now. Dear heart, tell me what you want.

Met Mabel just now for dinner. Two pathetic kids, always eating out. We had a feast at 511 and the best part was that we saw Toshiro and Nikki there. No big deal? Hey, c'mon it's a free ride home baby. Hahaha, ValG, I read your blog. Hang on there, your probation gonna be over. Your Dad's just so.. not understand. Opppps. :X

So is Faber Drive's Tongue Tied. I'm screaming, yet no one's responding.

Finger 11's Therapy is my favourite now.

Awwwwwww My Goshhhhh, I so want that LV bag larhszxzxz. (That's like so freaking bimbotic right? That's exactly what the girl infront of me exclaimed when I was at Paragon, queueing with Mom to enter the Louis Vuitton Gallery. (You don't call it shop because it's way too high class, that's what Mom said)

Mind you, that bimbotic girl who said that was wearing school uniform (school not to be disclosed just in case I get sued), brandless school shoes, brandless bag. And hey, what's with your aww my gosh, I so want that LV bag larhs?!

You can just go to the night market, and buy one, prolly at the price of 10, which is maybe 100 times cheaper than a real LV. Congrats, you can soon own your fake, Louis Vuitton bag after visiting the night market. Yes tonight, you'll go buy it.

Can't stand small kids who don't have the money and is like.. so bimbotic. Hey, you can for sure earned a LV bag in future, so study hard now! Don't let your hair down, let your fringes cover your fugly face, and make your school skirt a mini one. Can't stand small, bimbotic, English ah lians. Get a life, even Kitkat is nicer than you.

Uh well, how many freaking times did I mention the word bimbotic, excluding this?! Now let me tell you, my Mom bought a real LV bag. Not trying to show off, but yes, be like my Mom. You study hard now, you earn big bucks later, you own the whole LV collection. Pretty easily to understand, right?

Maxy is fine, just that she consumed some 'dirty' food. She prolly picked it up from the ground or something when Sherilyn brought her out for a walk. Bad girl.

Maxy is sick and I skipped school today to just bring her down to Doctor Ling because Dad and Mom are away and Maxy needs treatment. I bet Mr Koh's complaining about my regular absence in his lesson. Whatever, I couldn't care less. I just hope things will turn out well for Maxy. She vomited her breakfast out.. But her appointment is at 1pm. Hang on there.

Happy April Fools' Day. I just trick a few fools together with my lubbbblies. Hahaha, we gonna get spank real soon when we meet them up. I still love the 'qi lai xiao bian' stuff, even till today. They never fail to brighten up my day, they never fail. As friends, they did more than they should, the helped more than they should. I thank Him for these godsend. They may seem to be just friends to you, but the whole world to me. Thank you guys, for being there for me.. This is one of the very few times I'm gonna thank you guys so feel honoured. And, you know who you are, names not required.

Just a little camp, it brought us together. So close that we share everything under those shinning stars.