It's so true, it's running in my head. Upon hearing this on my Ipod, I teared while Mom drove me home from supper. I need a shoulder to rely on too, sometimes. And sometimes, I'm so sick of living when I'm overwhelmed with melancholy. Where are you, my guardian angel?

He told us that he's abnegating. He can't take it anymore. Looking at the frailly him, Philander and I had the same question in mind. And that is, if we didn't find out exactly what happened, will he feel happier, because friends around him are not troubled and worried. Maybe it's us that he's worried about and that's why, he can't set his mind on thinking that he'll recover.

Caleb, you can't read this, but it's ok. Whatever it is, we'll wait for you to recover and do more servicing together like how we used to. Don't talk to us about abnegation. We don't want to hear that. We will be awaiting for your good news.

When I see your face, tears run down my face.. So true. Philander and I teared while talking about Caleb, as usual.

I can't sleep. It's been nights. The thoughts running wild in my mind, not a good thing though. Sometimes you wish God could be kind. Yes you wish. Answer my call, Lord. We're crying for help, we're crying, but who can really help us? Now all we pray for, is a suitable donor, and Caleb to stay strong and positive.

Looking back at the childhood photos, I realise, life can be as vulnerable. And sometimes, what's there cannot be hidden forever. Bless.

Zu finally ended her papers. It's a good thing though. Read her blog and she's on cloud nine. Hahaha, nice. Sorry for the lack of time to accompany you. You kept saying it wasn't my duty but I felt guilty. Anyhow, enjoy yourself and I'll see you this Sunday. Haven't seen you for 3 days already.

And to Mabel, that's so nice of you of the card. Though you may be some English ah lian at times, yup but that's really really sweet. It's just a token but hey, this is the first thing you ever gave to me ever since we know each other like 2.5 years ago, minus special occasions. Thank you. I know you do have your hard times too.

Went to visit Caleb after school today and this will be my routine. I'm not afraid of the extra mile every day, not afraid and not affected by the lack of sleep because it's worthwhile. He looked ghastly. I'm in a labyrinth, so lost. There are many exits but I don't know which to take. The only thing I'm afraid of, is to exit, and find myself trapped again. Things can be so ludicrous at time, when the nicest person get down with a serious illness while baddies are fit and healthy.

I'm losing out in studies. From top 3 in class to middle positions. There's too many hindrance, but I don't blame them for that. I blame myself for not managing my time well. I'll emulate and be back to the usual Bryan. It's just that so many things are happening at a go, so much so that the unhappiness washes my happiness away. I haven't smile for days.. Thank you Fabian for trying to make me smile in church last night. I really appreciate it. Its hard for you guys to act as per normal, I know it better than anyone else.

Brace up Bryan.

Meeting Philander, Maximilian, Brayden, Ruth and Zachery in the church at 11pm later to do some mass worshipping. Pastor will be coming down to talk to us. I know Pastor is also very affected by it, but he have to tell us not to feel emotional etc. I know he's not feeling any better than us because all of us, he has been looking after us and guiding us since the day we enter church, we start talking. Prolly around 2, when we start following our parents to the church and learn about God.

Caleb, be strong.

And for Zu, study hard. I'm sorry for not being able to accompany you these days and not sending you to school this morning. Caleb's issue is troubling me, and I really want to spend more time with him and make sure he stays positive. I know you'll understand. Some other days, I'll bring you over to meet Caleb too. And I know your papers are tough, but just one last day, preserve on. Sunday, I guess we'll have to change our plan. Maybe we'll just go over to Caleb's place. I know you won't mind but please, don't think back about Bernard. Sorry girl.

Zachery and Ong, thank you for accompanying Zu when I'm busy and troubled with issues. I know Zach, you're also troubled but you're good at managing matters, unlike me. Thank you for motivating her and thank you Ong for making her laugh every night like there's no tomorrow. Priscilla, all the best for your Bio tomorrow!

Accompanied Caleb for check up at Gleneagles. Everything is sort of under control but he need suitable donor asap. I don't wish to lose another friend. Losing Bernard was the worse thing ever. Once is enough for all these misery. Caleb, get up on your feet, it's not the end of world yet.

How silly of you to keep it within yourself. How silly of you to ask your family to not tell us. How silly.. We're brothers for 18 years, its painful to know this, but all we have to do is pray, for a suitable donor. I'm willing to do anything in exchange for that. Caleb, everyone around you is staying positive, I hope you won't give up on yourself. Everything is up to one word, and it's determination. We'll see you through all these pain, we'll suffer with you.

Not going to school with Mom's approval. Christy, Zachery, Davier and I are taking a day off from school to accompany Caleb through his toughest time. Malcom has test going on, so he can't make it but his intentions are there.

Update later.

I find myself gasping, I find myself struggling in a crowd, trying to get out of all the troubles. Sometimes, this is life? I don't believe in this, though some say that it's all planned and fated. Can't we just change this? I had been having many sleepless nights.

Bless Caleb and may the force be with him. Give him the strength, the power and the hope to carry on. Though life may be short, but it's never too late to enjoy. Caleb, we've been together since the day I'm born. We attended church together, we go overseas for services, we create all the havoc. It's all till Secondary where we stop hanging out as much, but this brotherhood will never end just like that. Have the will, and God will bless. You, Zachery, Malcom, Davier, Christy and I will always be together as one.

I thank you, Father, in advance, in name of Jesus, Amen. See him through, we can't afford to lose him.

Have been going to school with Zu and Priscilla these few days. Although the 30mins on bus 22 every morning, 3 of us always have great time mocking at each other. And tomorrow Darryl will be joining us, so yay! I got a B for GP and that's exactly what I want. Fine, I'm so papaya now. (Learnt from Pris)

She took my breath away, and left me breathless. It's 3.05am, I kept tossing on the bed, something's wrong, I don't know why. To the children of God, pray for Caleb. Nothing's gonna happen.

Billy (B Lee) had been a lazy bum. Anyway I finally lost to Dad. Portugal to Germany with the final score 2 - 3. Disappointed enough, Dad threatened to withdraw my Arte. I know he won't so maybe he'll wait till I win another bet, then take it as a fair.

So staying over at Aunt Louisa's place was ok. Dad drove Macy and Maxy over too. So I was more of playing with the babies than catching up with Aunt Louisa. This morning, Nainai came over and Dad drove us out for Dimsum. Then was shopping around Paragon. Women, so materialistic. Both Aunt and Mom bought new bags and went home. I slept, till 30 minutes ago. Do some Maths please, Engulfing Truth readers.

I maybe changing my URL. ;D

Everyone is going to kill me for not realising that Zu is unhappy. I'm utterly sorry girl..

Girl, stick with this, you won't regret. It's just that you're facing too much stress. Be like Priscilla, enjoy enough, study enough. Haha, so Singlish. Well, don't let these take over you. Overcoming is always better than escaping. We have faith in you la dey. (I know you'll smile upon reading this.) If not you can wallop me up.

I'M AT AUNTY LOUISA'S HOUSE NOW! :D

I'm staying over tonight because Mom have too much to share with Aunt Louisa. Shopping was great. We spent about half a thousand each and we pampered ourselves with NYDC and the nice mudpie.

These 2 days, I wasn't studying. But I definitely did something much more meaningful than burying your ostrich head in those smelly, silly and stupid books. I dedicated my entire 2 days to service the society. We went to 2 homes. Helped to clean up, play with the elderly and talk to them.

I'm so tired but it's all worth it when they say thank you etc. I learnt some Teochew words as well. Ok lemme tell you people, who are the mighty ones who went to help out. Carolyn, Samson, Sally, Zachery, Christy, Davier, Brayden, Elwin, Delwyn, Lucas, Philander, Frederica, Ruth, Illeana, Malcom, Taylor, Fabian, Maximilian, Felix. And, the organiser, Pastor! We took this as a bonding session also, so 2-in-1 yup.

Day one started out with us reaching church at 6.45am, preparing the small gifts etc. Dad drove Davier, Brayden, Christy, Zachery, Ruth, Malcom, Felix, Delwyn and I there. Davier, Brayden, Delwyn and I squeezed at the back seats. While the skinnier ones (ON CHRISTY'S HOT DEMAND), namely Christy, Zachery, Ruth, Felix, comfortably sat at the middle seats. Who was the idiot sitting beside my dad? The most shameless person on Earth, that I'm gonna announce. He's Philander, the guy who've been playing with me in church since young, then went over to UK for studies. He finally came back. He's 29, way older than me, but he was childish and he played with young kids like us when he was a teenager, before he left for his medicine studies overseas.

Packed the small gifts and the bus came. We reached there at about 11am. Warm welcome from the elderly really make us feel that all these are worthwhile. Their smiles, that money can't buy. The thank you they say, for you helping them out. Felix, Ruth and Pastor performed a short skit in dialect which managed to make the whole hall burst in laughter because of the wrong usage etc. It was indeed nice, and Pastor haven't been having such a great time I guess.

Then we played some simple games. Hey, I thought it'll be boring but no. Followed by washing their clothes, cleaning their room, talking with them, and bring some of them around. And the Yeye I was looking after told me about his son abandoning him, and he feel much better here with these companions who are as unfortunate. The day ended about 8pm and we went back to church. Pastor treated us Swensens. So nice of you Pastor! But in return we gave him a hug each.

"Not worth my money" said Pastor.

Well, worth or not worth, it's done. Some of us went over to Pastor's place to prepare the gifts for the home we're going today. Then Dad and Mom came over to help out with the gifts also. Davier and Ruth's Mom came too, last but not least, Taylor's Dad. After helping out, Dad ordered pizzahut. We're all tired and Pastor insist that since we're tired, we can stay over. So Dad went home to get my clothes and also more clothes for Zachery and Delwyn. The other Daddy and Mommy also went back to bring the clothes down. Lucas borrowed Pastor's clothes for he say that he'll have special powers, like teleporting, flying, whatever nonsense.

The night passed fast, with us talking and fooling around. Pastor showed us some videos and his baby photos. In the morning, Pastor made nice breakfast for us. Then we went back to church to meet the rest of them. This time, Yolanda, Emma, Amy, and Walden came. Max, and Elwyn had project on, so they couldn't make it.

Like Day One, we had lunch over there, cleaned up the place, talked and played some games. Followed by story-telling and stuffs. Some of them cried upon hearing the elderly's stories, some of the elderly's cried while talking about their pasts. But, no matter what, it is still wrong for a child to abandon their parents, right?

I'm so tired, I shall sleep now. I'm meeting Zachery for a nice shopping session to reward ourselves for servicing the society. Pray hard Christy don't join along. We look at totally different things and yes, we need our MAN'S TIME.

It's 7.33am and I have not take a wink yet. Not even lying on or the bed, or lean my back against anything. All along I was sitting in from of the laptop since 3am, looking at the Gucci shades etc. I'm such a spendthrift. But I'll earn it back soon, so no worries. Pris managed to brainwash Shihan somehow while I was in the toilet. Shihan promised to get her a newurbanmale bag or coach, I've forgotten.

We left Macs around 12am, then went over to Geylang to have some durians and beancurds. Pris was again, mistook as a *. You guys know it, but I don't want to sound like I'm insulting Prissy anyhow. Darryl almost wanted to bash that Ah Peh up. After that we walked around. Wanted to go for Shisha, but Pris was afraid upon hearing Shihan say that it will affect birth etc.

Only up till today, then I know that.. PRISCILLA ACTUALLY WANTS BABY. Ok, I know prolly every female want to have their real blood daughter, but I can't stand it when Priscilla the Daring, back out because of this reason. Found out something else from her today, not gonna tell you guys. Even Darryl don't know ok.

Yup, I'm too excited about that Gucci shades. Shihan says he'll buy it for me before 6th July. I'm not gay, but I love Shihan. Opppps! =X

We're at Macs now and thank God, I brought my Vaio out. Shihan is gay la, he say he'll buy me the Gucci shades. Brother, I'll repay you someday. Pris is jeaous and like.. damn, she's psyco-ing Shihan to get her a Chanel shades. Please la, buy also buy for Zu, never your turn. The Gucci shades is to reward me for taking such good care of Zu. Yup, Darryl is coming down later. Double fun!

Just woke up and I'm meeting Shihan later to have some catching up. Zu should be joining us, but she couldn't make it because she's giong for blood donation. So that leaves the both of us. Total gay. (Zu sent me this sms) Dammit, Pris just talked to me on sms. She knows that I'm meeting Shihan. Urm, now I rather be gay, than to see Pris. I'm seeing her like every other day la.

And Zu introduced me Bullet for my Valentine's Tears Don't Fall. Too nice.

Hell, I didn't go out today. Instead, Zachery came over for lunch and he was toying with my Arte. He's getting the Diamond so he's here to check out Mom's phone also. Unfortunately, Mom's at Nainai's place. So he'll have to wait till she gets back. He's now playing with Wii in the hall and yup, here I am blogging.

I want to get that real cool Gucci shades!

I'm home finally. It's 3.21am now. I've yet to take out my 8800 Arte and take a look at it. Let's talk about it. We went to Zu's place, but Caryne was still sleeping. Zu said that she thought I'll take a long time to prepare. So yup, she then called and say Caryne's still asleep and asked us to go first.

Went to Tampines Mall, bought Arte after much consideration. I can change it anytime I want also, my Dad is filthy rich. So Dad didn't get himself any phone. Instead, Mom bought the HTC Diamond. So yup it's Father's Day and Dad spent like more than 2.5K? The expensive dinner, the changing of phones, and I got myself a new Ipod Classic. Mine drowned long ago, but I didn't had the chance to talk about it. Yup, new white Ipod Classic, 160GB. I know it's hell big but, well, kiasu Singaporeans.

By the way, we had Father's Day dinner together with Uncle Caleb and family and, Uncle Joseph and family. Myles is already 3 years old. How fast huh? I remember going to the hospital, visiting Aunt Ashley like not long ago. Kaden is as usual, playing his handheld games. Then Izabella, still as barbie doll. Ok, she likes to dress up like dolls and she's K2 this year. Dinner was alright though I had no companion. The adults were talking about their good old times, while the kids were playing with their PSP, DS.

I sat aside, figuring out my new phone. Oh well, I want Cole to finish studying, or I'll fly over to US. He's the real man who is always ready to go for the latest gadgets, just like me. Cole, I know you're reading this! :-D

After dinner we went to Nainai's place. Had some short talks and dessert before going home. Here I am, loading my songs and videos into my white Ipod Classic.

Freaking early now lah, but I'm excited. I may be changing new phone today. I'm sick of my 960i already. I have some cool phones in mind, a last minute thing. I was some sorta excited over it that I went online at 5am to check the out. Yes, meaning I had little sleep. If you guys have the time to read before I decide my phone, decide and sms me alright?

1. Nokia 8800 Arte
2. ASUS P750
3. HTC Touch Diamond
4. HTC TYTNII
5. Samsung P520 (Giorgio Armani)
6. Sony Ericsson G900
7. Atom V

I'm seriously in love with the Giorgio Armani phone, damn. It's pretty plus, I think celebrities do help in a way or two in terms of advertising. If it's like, a any chao ah beng or chao ah lian advertising, who the hell on Earth will buy it? But the phone cost a whopping $1,388 without contract and $898 with a contract. My phone is worth only $300 trade-in. Dad seems like he's in a good mood so I think there's no problem about getting it. Alternatively, I think I'll get Nokia 8800 Arte $1,788 , or $1,388 without contract. I know it's kinda stupid to have a more expensive alternative. But it's worth it. You can throw it any way you want, and it's real cool for clumsy yet stylish guy like me.

C'mon, my dad is getting himself a new phone and I can't lose to him. The two HTC phones are attractive as well. Ok, I'm meeting Zu, Caryne (her sister), together with my Dad and Mom. We'll buy new phones today. She has set her mind on the Sony Ericsson phone which costs like around $700 to $850. And she can't sign a new line because hers is not up yet. She likes it, so what? I think her sister will be paying large portion for her, so no worries.

Mabel just messaged me and she wants to tag along to "see see". Haha, this poor girl haven't find the phone she likes. Not that she don't have the money. Mabel is a rich freak ok? Like real la, her house so "small". That's ValG's favourite line. Will be hanging around in town after we got our new phones maybe, and it's time for a nice TCC session. Alright, got to run. Zu and Caryne is ready and Dad is screaming for me to roll down the stairs.

GIORGIO ARMANI, HERE I COME!

Melvin got me a handphone pouch. That's totally gay. Imagine someone waiting at your gate, 2am in the morning. Calls your cell and says "brother come down now and open your gate, something for you." Gay shit <-- New phrase learnt from the girls.

Megan came back from Taiwan and she got me some oldie cool toys. I love them, they're like.. limited edition toy collections to me. Ok, bye time to sleep. I didn't study at all. All we did was talking, and still talking, Wii and still Wii, eat, and still eating. 3 popular distractions for everyone I guess.

Well, we just finish the pizzas we ordered. We can't go on like this. Keep eating fast food, keep playing Wii, keep talking and snigger, keep playing with Sasa (Darryl's f fat Persian Cat). Wii is still the best game. And I just realise his living room is way bigger than mine. Darryl is richer, Bryan, admit it. Alah alah, I'm going up now, try and see I can study.

It's only freaking 8.23am, dammit. And I'm supposed to reach Darryl's house at 9 to start studying. Melvin and I have like thinking. Priscilla must have stayed over, if not it's impossible she's gonna get up at 7 and start preparing to kiss her books. Yes, final conclusion, Priscilla suck big time for making us wake up at this time, when life today has just begun.

Finally home. Let me share with you what Aunt Sarah bought for me. She got me a burburry scarf and a Gucci shades. Oh my god, I love Aunt Sarah for her never ending surprises for me! Beside, Aunt Louisa promised to bring me to New Zealand after my As.

We had dinner at a Italian Restaurant. After which we went to Clarke Quay for some great chill out. Introduced NewAsiaBar to Dad, Mom, Aunt Louisa and Aunt Sarah. After that they called Uncle Caleb and Uncle Joseph down. So yup, drank alittle and came back. Too bad that Howkeat wasn't working. If not I could have psyco-ed Uncle Caleb to give him lotsa tips. He love give tips. Well, good night.

Dad just called home with a Goody Goofy news. He said that we'll be having dinner with Aunt Louisa, Nainai, Uncle Caleb because... *drumrolls* Aunt Sarah is back from New York. That's pretty cool huh? I haven't seen her for half a year since Chinese New Year. I bet she bought me some cool stuffs. Can't wait to see what she has got under her sleeves this time. She'll reach Singapore at around 5 in the evening as gotten from Dad.

I'll get ready and yes, get Mom to drive me to the airport to fetch her. Aunt Sarah's the 2nd woman on Earth (forget about Mars, Pluto, Venus or whatsoever) that treats me as good as my Mom. Aunt Louisa is the first. Aunt Louisa, I bet you're reading it so I have to say that you're the first. Uncle Caleb is the first man who treats me like his son apart from Dad. Oh and I almost forgotten. It's soccer season now! I love it because it's the best time to blackmail Dad. Hahaha, betting with Singapore Pools or the illegal bookies isn't fun. Bet with you Dad and win some real cool stuff, that's the coolest thing ok.

I've won a Manchester United jersey, a new Ralph Lauren top, LV card holder and best of all, buy Maxy and Macy a new home. More nights to come, I'll at least win Dad a thousand. Now, friends, what you have in mind, just tell me. I try to win it and give them to you guys. But first come first serve. Anyway, Zach, Davier, Darryl, Malcom, Melvin and maybe the girls will be coming over for soccer after my dinner. They wanna bet with my Dad tooooooo!

Aunt Sarah, here I come!

Zu's Mom say she doesn't want to answer any calls. But she's fine in the room, doing her Physics homework. That's pretty nice actually. When she's angry, she have the drive to study. I don't know why, but it's something good. Maybe you should just stay angry forever. Nah, just kidding..

Francis won $200 last night. Whoosh.

You're making me worried. Please answer our calls. Nothing gonna happen to you alright. You told me that you'll be waking up at 9.30am. And let's hope you're just lazing on your bed, and just plain lazy to get up and answer the calls.

The bubbliest person was down. She kinda affected everyone of us too. All you need is time, we all know. But we just want to make you smile. Smile please, won't you?

After clearing my doubts on Biology with Pris, I think I'm too confident to score an A. It should be a hard thing right? I've already obtain an A, and a stupid B all thanks to Chinese. Now, the rest of the subjects will all be As. Well well, I'm so full. Just came back from Leslie's place.

I think I frightened her somehow. She's not turning up for all the meet ups etc. Sorry girl.

Now I know, it's not because she fall for someone else, but that she wants me to concentrate on As. Next year will be her turn to concentrate on As. Meaning, no chance at all. At least it isn't one-sided. I'm feeling way better. Thank you Christy and Zach again.

I have never been so emotional over a girl. You're the first girl to make me tear. Thank you Zachery and Christy for rushing down to my place. I really appreciate it. Now all I need is her or time to calm down, rather than sensible talks. I hate the feeling of love because this time, I'm falling way too deep for her.

Zu, I just want to wish you all the best.

I'm at Darryl's house now. We're supposed to study but ended up playing Wii. Haha, it's rather addicting. We got things sort out. I need time to calm down. I told you, something wrong's gonna happen. Guys have sixth sense too.

But at least this time round, I'm not very hurt. Because I was prepared. My premonition came true, so true.. Maybe best friends can never become soul mates. They can only remain as best friends, and nothing else.. Yes, it's just to comfort myself. Let me be.

Your phone's switched off, you make me worry. Your Mom called, you didn't pick up. Neither did you reply my messages. I'm worried for you. I know you love having fun and you have disturbance, but please do leave your phone switched on.

All along, it was my wishful thinking or? I treated her real nice, and everyone know how I feel for her. She treat me nice as well, but seems like she's treating everyone else as good. How? I hate it when she spend her night with people I don't know. I'm afraid they will have fun and have sudden feelings for each other. No, I should trust her, I should..

Girl, I trust you.

Holy, look at the time now please. Uh-puh-leaseeeeeee. (Extracted from Pris's blog) When she's sick she still comes up with all these shit. Well, went for supper with Weiboon and gang, Michelle Soh, Zu and Sikai. She's hell excited over Sikai's new puppy la. Haha, now I know what's he excitement. Not Sikai Sikai! But Puppy Puppy! She was hopping around with that puppy so much so that she almost forgotten to eat the noodle she ordered.

For the first time, we didn't have prata for supper (is it?). But nooooooooodles. Because Sikai's puppy cannot enter those Yassin prata and stuff so Chinese meeeee. So so so, Michelle says that her Miffy is cuter and she went up to bring her down. Eh, Zu wasn't particularly interested in Miffy because, Miffy is black in colour. She claims that she can't see her in the dark. No la, she saw Miffy like years ago. Hey, be reasonable. After seeing something cute for years, is it still cute? Ok, this doesn't make sense. This shows how tired I am.

Supper or breakfast again? Haha, was suppose to be supper but she was busy rushing her Project Work, but (Zu, don't be angry please) we ate "a little" while waiting for her to arrive. After that went over to Leslie's place to my bag, slacked at the playground near his place. Somehow we really miss the good old times (anyhow, I didn't have any link with Leslie ok, he was Marc's friend but ended up in the same clique as us). A nice English Ah Beng, indeed hard to find. Ok, stop all crap. We walked around, went up to Marc's house to knock on his window and disturb him, then ran off. Loitered around for another 15 minutes before cabbing and sending her home.

Arse, Brayden just called me claiming that his Ipod is with me. When the hell did I borrowed from him? After 5 minutes, he realised he called the wrong Bryan. Wtf, you called the wrong person the a wrong time ok. It's 5.40am in the morning when he called and please, it may cause me a sleepless night if I'm so overly shocked by the fact that I was accuse of having someone's Ipod. Mind you, it's a damn Ipod Touch which I wouldn't even spend my money on.

And now, what's my programme for tomorrow later?

That's prolly all I have to say. And Zu is being such a stubborn girl by ignoring my repeated advice to not go to Sentosa. She went under the rain. Hell, I hate that. I can't afford to have her sick! And Pris is also down with a flu due to Zu I think. Ok, she'll for sure say that she's very strong, that's why her bacteria are stronger and stuffs. Shit. Ok, got to get moving. Meeting her, Sikai, Leslie, Jordan, Weiboon, Youchuan, Weihao, Marcus and maybe Michelle Soh.

Was conferencing with Sheree, Zu, Malcom, Melvin, ValG, Pris, Darryl, Liangjie and Nicholas. Then we realise that it's fate that we all met in the camp. It was nice, when you thought you and your campmates would prolly keep in touch for maybe one year. It's been 2 years plus, we're still intact, and could say that the best of friends.

Everything is planned in some way, but your decision will make a different outcome. If 2 years ago, I decided to just keep my mouth mum and not make any friends, we wouldn't be together, we wouldn't be great pals. Though we have different routes now, but that doesn't matter right? Nice thing..

Get well soon Zu. God bless her.

Howdy early? Exactly. I woke up early to send her to the busstop. Her Mom asked me up to have some nice porridge (totally awesome). It was nice, tasty, but having a second thought that we can't spend the day together, it was real gay. So we went to the bakery, get some bread, then send her all her way till Serangoon. After that I was so bored that I cabbed home.

Will be going to Melvin's house later to study.

I didn't really waste my day. Good thing huh?

So today started out with me going to Zu's house. Accompany her to receive the new refrigerator, because she's afraid the deliveryman will rob her. Excuses, she just wants to see me. Her mom went to visit her grandma, her sister went out, and so did her brother. Dad went for work. Uh, poor girl..

So having to think that I have to reach before 10am, I woke up at ha, 9.20am. Well, wash up for 30mins then walked to her place. Pretty nice feeling. Early in the morning, with earphones plugged into my ear, music blasting out loud. Not forgetting the scorching hot sun which made my wash up totally useless. The deliverymen came at 12pm. 12pm?! We thought we can get some breakfast at McDonalds after that. Bye breakfast, Bye McGriddles.

So, we had to wait for an hour to transfer the stuffs into the refrigerator. Had no idea why the heck we have to wait, but we have to listen to their instructions just in case it just explodes and blow the whole rooftop off. After that, Priscilla and Darryl joined us for lunch at Billy Bombers, Tampines.

We're supposed to meet Joel (ValG's cousin as mention in previous entry). Surprisingly ValG came too. We had a nice talk but we miss the vibrant smile on her face. On that his condition is somehow stabilise, she can finally set her mind on studying. ValG, for whatever reason it is, till death do us apart, all the 8 of us will stay through thick and thin. Though this sounds so fake, but true enough. We don't need words to speak. Actions will eventually show everything.

So meeting Joel wasn't wasted too! We had a nice talk and he's quite a nice guy too. After that was talking, talking, and still talking. Messaged Mabel, Zachery, Christy about it. And 3 of them rushed down. Davier, Malcom and Melvin came down for dinner too. ValG, see that? We care for you. :D

Dinner was fabulous with Zach treating. He claims that he's over the moon because we found ValG. Sheer bullshit because (don't tell anyone please), his father strike lottery and it's a lot. A lot, ok money face. ($.$) This entry is so damn cute right? We're all happy for the fact that we've found ValG and she's safe and sound.

I thought we could go to the zoo tomorrow. But too bad, she's having Project Work meeting tomorrow. Maybe I should just send her to school, then meet Pris and Mal to study?

She totally know that I'm going her house for food invasion. Great minds think alike huh? Why? Because both Priscilla and her are chatting on MSN, both hungry, and both plan to come over to my place to hunt for food. (Having the thought that my Mom just replenished tidbit) An obvious no, because if that's the case, there wouldn't be a need for me to have the same thought.

Totally random, I LIKE!

Just love that smile on your face. Keep smiling and I believe that will keep me motivated for the rest of the year. I'll be joining them for Ikea and Courts later. Her Mom invited me somehow. Hahaha, good thing. Now, sit back and relax. Wait for my As to fly straight to your face! I will win Melvin for sure.

ValG didn't go for her papers yesterday and today. She must be feeling real terrible, so much so that she actually skipped the examinations. We'll be meeting her cousin this Thursday to find out more. Maybe we're able to get her. ValG, no matter how serious the matter may be, we're here. Trust us. Priscilla almost cried and that goes to the rest of the girls. You know how much we worry, I know you won't want us to worry too.

Anyway, Chunyong's birthday celebration was postponed because we couldn't find ValG, and we can't be in festive mood right? Especially when sister is going missing. Uh well, what's going on?! Sorry Chunyong, we'll have to make up for your birthday during Sarah's chalet, together with Leslie.

After typing for 5 minutes, I still love your smile. :-)

Heh, still early in some sense. I'm burning my sleep to post this entry, for the sake of.. hmm, I don't know. I'm so bored and I actually met Christy to day for Shesha. Christy is a bad influence. She love seeing me do wrong things. How sick can she be? Oh and Christy is a Faber Drive fan too!

Zach suggest that I should put a tagboard. Should I?

Dear Engulfing Truth, isn't this a shit early entry? Fine, I shall study and and blog later. Hell early huh? Ok check out Prissssy's blog people. She gave me a long scolding!

ValG, where did you go?

ValG,
We're all at Melvin's house, we feel guilty, for not being able to share your tears, sorrow and burden. Girl, come to us, tell us your problems. I know you don't wish to trouble us, you don't want to pull us down from studies. That's not the way. Friends are not just for fun and joyous moments. Friends are there to see you strive through the toughest moment. I hope you're able to read this, and stride through.

Now that all of them are looking for you, I hope you will see this and respond to us. It really worries us. Remember, all of us will be here for you. There's nothing to be afraid of. Look at Mabel. She's a living example. Come to us, don't fear. Zu, Pris and Mab is really worried about you. Even Christy is here. I know she's able to help you. You're not at the hospital, not at home, not in the church. Where are you?

We're dead worried.. :(