Zu finally ended her papers. It's a good thing though. Read her blog and she's on cloud nine. Hahaha, nice. Sorry for the lack of time to accompany you. You kept saying it wasn't my duty but I felt guilty. Anyhow, enjoy yourself and I'll see you this Sunday. Haven't seen you for 3 days already.

And to Mabel, that's so nice of you of the card. Though you may be some English ah lian at times, yup but that's really really sweet. It's just a token but hey, this is the first thing you ever gave to me ever since we know each other like 2.5 years ago, minus special occasions. Thank you. I know you do have your hard times too.

Went to visit Caleb after school today and this will be my routine. I'm not afraid of the extra mile every day, not afraid and not affected by the lack of sleep because it's worthwhile. He looked ghastly. I'm in a labyrinth, so lost. There are many exits but I don't know which to take. The only thing I'm afraid of, is to exit, and find myself trapped again. Things can be so ludicrous at time, when the nicest person get down with a serious illness while baddies are fit and healthy.

I'm losing out in studies. From top 3 in class to middle positions. There's too many hindrance, but I don't blame them for that. I blame myself for not managing my time well. I'll emulate and be back to the usual Bryan. It's just that so many things are happening at a go, so much so that the unhappiness washes my happiness away. I haven't smile for days.. Thank you Fabian for trying to make me smile in church last night. I really appreciate it. Its hard for you guys to act as per normal, I know it better than anyone else.

Brace up Bryan.