The feeling never fade though..

Dinner was mighty, but short of one. Hard to get almost full attendance. Usually, Malcom / Liangjie will be the idiot who's absent for all dinners but surprisingly, they're here, but not Zu. Here it goes.

Zu: Eh your Mom cooking?
Bry: Uh, as usual, so budget.
Zu: My Mom never cool leh, jio the rest.
Bry: I think she's cooking.
Zu: Wah cool, call Mab they all.
Bry: Ok sure sms.
*With some random stuffs in between. Hahaha!

So all came, except her. But she have a good and valid reason. She was studying in school. I'm glad to see that she's finally working hard. Though it's late, but never too late. And today, I saw Natchew at the busstop. He asked if we're together, I said no. He was even more surprised than me telling him that I was a gay jokingly. If you're bewildered by why that's so, I can repeat it, despite reiterating it for so many darn times.

I like her, that's so sure and it's so obvious and even my Maxy and Macy knows it. This feeling was there long ago. It is sort of two sided, but we know we can't get together. Again, the word is "can't". Because of the awkward scenario that we'll face if things turn out bad etc. To be smart, just make it a relationship-less love? We both know the feelings are real, we both know. Even if she were to like someone else, this still stays. We're never together, so nothing got to do with betraying each other's feelings or what so ever.

Back to dinner. (Sorry for side-tracking)

Malcom, Liangjie, Nicholas, Lek, Mabby, ValG, Pris, Darryl, Zach, Davier, Christy, and I. One missing, so obvious. Haha, definitely lots of laughter missing and I miss her updates! I thought tonight will be a nice night for us to exchange what happened. Haven't really talk to her for like 123456789 days. Hahaha, that's longer than your lifespan if you were so dumb to calculate. But, anyway, dinner was still fabulous, with someone lacking. (I have to keep emphasising on this, if not she'll say I don't see her importance.)

Pris and Darryl's nonsense as usual, Zach's philosophies, Davier's nice jokes, Mabby's cool yet dumb vulgarities etc. Well, time to mug, since Zu is mugging so hard.