I wonder, if the smile on your face is true. To me, after you entered JC, it seems like a forceful smile. The smile that surfaced to not disappoint your friend, the smile that surfaced to not dampen your friends' day. You used to smile every other second, and please, even Lek agrees that you give that kiddish smile when you sleep. Ok, everyone knows that you smile for whatever. I mean, smiled, past tense.

Maybe it's because of the stress that you're unable to handle, you're still not adapting to it. Take it slowly, step by step. You'll find a solution to it. I want you to smile like before. That smiling-is-free face that Pris say you always give. We miss your bright smile, we miss your loudest laughter.

Yearning for that smile on your face..