Slightly better. Sorry for making you clown and cheer me up last night. I know you tried hard cracking your brains to tease me, to make me smile. I can see that you're stressed and super disappointed to see my forceful smile but you still bothered to come and look for me. Maybe I'm not used to people's criticism, I know what she say is sheer crap but I just keep thinking about it. Why?

And you really really don't get what I mean? I've made it obvious enough to you. I don't believe you don't feel it. I don't. I don't care what others say about me, but I care about how you feel. I don't want to put you in an awkward situation again. How can you be so so so oblivious to what's going on? I like you, and it can't be made any clearer. Almost everyone can see it, but why not you?