Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Zu and Mab took a few puffs today.
I was there, but wasn't able to stop them. Went to meet Weiboon, Jordan, Brandon, Zu, Mab at Ubi for lunch. There was something troubling them, different issues but they didn't want to share. Jordan start the ball rolling, then followed by Mab, then Zu. I don't want you to get hook onto it again, really.
I wasn't able to stop her, prolly cos I thought it's the only solution to take her memories away. After that, Pris joined along and then Darryl came down after his project in school. So we were talking about them. Peer influence seems strong in a negative way. It's hard to persuade your friends to do the right thing. Weird huh.
I'm sorry for not able to share your troubles. Don't get hooked. For whatever I can, I'll help you. I'll lend you my shoulder even if it will cost me my entire future. Mab and Zu, smile. I know somethings you don't wish to share, write it down somewhere, or whatsoever, but don't torture yourselves. I hope today will be the last time.
And I as well, took a few puffs after they left. Stress is a nice excuse for people to start smoking. I know but I can't help it also. I wonder what makes them so 'high'. Now I know, but I'm not addicted to it. I did manage to puff some pain away. Hah, what a joke. I asked Mab to quit, I asked Zu not to start smoking, I ask Pris and Darryl to stop social smoking. Yet, I'm doing it. One last time. Hopefully.