We're constantly lying to ourselves. I know you still care about him, just that you don't show. From your personal message, I can see how much you put in that relation. Though it's already a past tense, but still you wish something gonna happen. But even if it were to, you won't accept. Maybe you just want to keep those memories. Still, I don't understand why, the same songs, can over and over again, upset you, make you tear.

I'll Keep Your Memories Vague.
Your Guardian Angel.
Angels Cry.
Love Song.
Your Confession.
And the list goes on..

Why?