I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants, and all the needs.
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving.
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted on this evening.
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light.
It ends tonight, it ends tonight.
A falling star, at least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know.
I look at you with such disdain.
The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving.
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted on this evening.
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light.
It ends tonight, it ends tonight.
Just a little insight, won't make this right.
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side.
It's better than being on your side.
It's my fault when you're blind.
It's better that I see it through your eyes.
All these thoughts locked inside.
Now you're the first to know.
When darkness turns to light.
It ends tonight, it ends tonight.
Just a little insight, won't make this right.
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight.
It ends when darkness turns to light.
It ends tonight, it ends tonight.
Just a little insight, won't make this right.
It's too late to find, it ends tonight, it ends tonight.
Tonight~
Inside~
When darkness turns to light.
It's ends tonight.
It Ends Tonight - All American Reject
I'm not going through any drastic emotional changes, just that this song keeps repeating in my mind. It keeps ringing, I don't know why. Just like how One Thing keeps ringing in my mind.
I realised I don't like losing. Phrase it another way. I have big ambitions, I hate losing. Say, I can't accept the fact, if I were to lose. Everyone loves winning, hates losing, I know, you know it too. Just that, I realise, I can't accept myself losing.
Since young, I get everything I want, be it I worked hard for it, or that Mom and Dad gives them to me. So much that the word "losing" is removed from Bryan's own dictionary. Everything I do, I think about winning. Processes are supposed to matter more than outcome, but it turns out the other way round for me. I want to even win my own friends. I always say Zu and Pris are stubborn, unreasonable because they always want to win. But I myself, is the same kind.
Yes, another living sample of them. I think I'm far worse than them .