Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Imagine..
Meeting someone new that you thought will be just acquaintance
Hanging out just because you live nearby
Having supper and meeting every other week
Becoming the best friend you can ever be
Realizing that she is unique and you like her
You have really fall in love with her, that behaves like a him
Finally falling in love with someone for the longest time
Trying to make it known but failed on first attempt
Being awkward for the next few months
Trying another twice yet fail again unknowingly
Taking a step back and say let's just be friends
Your heart still wants her but everyone says no
Choosing to leave the country and leave her behind
Wanting to get all the updates about her
Waiting eagerly for her calls that are so rare
Smiling upon chatting because at least she is happy
Hearing her say she is together with another guy
The guy is who you entrusted her with because you can't be there
Talking to him because he is who you can know more about her
Slowly become good friends with the one who loves who you love
Having her fill your mind everyday for the next 3 years
Receiving lesser and lesser calls and messages
She chose to move away from you because she is attached
She found her true love and treats you more so like a friend
Drifting apart because she wants to have her own space
Stopped talking to her guy because you have to move away
Your friend telling you she is unhappy again
Telling you that she's been crying every other night
The cheerful silly girl who smiles all the time can't do that anymore
The one who used to confide in only you stopped doing it
She rather keep things to herself and chooses to be alone
Her guy left her, she weeps yet keep it to herself
Her going through her toughest times within 3 months
Wanting to catch a flight back but you can't
You regret you chose Chicago over her 6 years ago
Feeling like a complete jerk who left her with this
You think you could be the one holding her now
You could be the one who is with her for that 5 years
Not being able to be beside her for the past 6 years or so
Watching her fall in love finally though not yourselfBeing jealous yet feel happy for her at the same time
Not being able to be there when her loved one left
Not being there when her other loved one chose to left
Having the choice to return to Singapore
Fearing that you will get rejected like 6 years ago
Falling sick, so sick that you might not recover
Wanting to tell her that she still holds the same place in your heart
Praying that she will be genuinely happy again one day
Praying that their love will be strong to bring them through
You truly want the girl you love to be happy
You really don't mind giving her up not because you chose something else
You want her to keep holding faith
You need her to be strong and accept what comes along
You wish you can help the both of them to get back
Coughing your lungs out for the past 2 weeks
Waking up from the breathlessness that is so terrible
Still thinking of the 2 of them and what went wrong
Wanting to help them clear the air
Praying everyday so that god is graceful and let you stay alive
Telling yourself that you will do anything to help them
Friends telling you that you are stupid
Everyone says it's stupid to love for 7 years
Everyone says the guy is a jerk and she should give up
You still think you entrusted her to the right guy
Talking to him again because he's also your friend
Being closer to him that you are to her now
Hoping that she will read this when you know she won't
Hoping that he will read this when you know he won't
Hoping that both of them will read this and treasure their love
Imagine..