Back from school from an early day. Last lap and I am looking forward to working, because it's time I start doing something rather than wasting time in school, letting time tick away. I feel so troubled reading your blog, but you refuse to share with me. What happened to our endless chats? What happened to us talking about everything under the sky? Now, it seems like you will only confide in Melvin, and he's so selective about sharing with me.

He knows you better than me now. He is in the exact same position as me. So near yet so far. We all know what you want, what you are still waiting for even though chances are slim. I just hope both of you can be happy because I treat both of you as friends, and be it getting together or going separate ways far away from each other, so long as both of you are genuinely happy, I'll support both of you.

For myself, I went to Wisconsin cos a short break, away from everything. The scenery is breathtaking and I wish I can be there every weekend. When was the last time I went there? Maxy got so grouchy that I can hardly move him out of the yard so he didn't join me for the 2 days short trip. Driving alone is tiring, but it was a good break for myself. Love is so hard to come by, yet I see two who's in love fall out with each other because of miscommunications. Dear God, I pray they will get through this and emerge stronger. You are not broken, so don't fix what's not broken..